Avenge Me
When things pass in a blur, it’s too hard
to think straight. There are certain things that seem to appear then fade off.
When you lose someone important
to you? What will you do? Will you stay like the saint everyone thinks you are
or will you bend some rules in life just to be fair?
I am never
sure what kind of person I am. What kind of person am I? My best friend,
William, said I am a saint—because I can’t hurt even the smallest creature
crawling on the surface of this damn world. Am I really that kind or that’s
just an act to cover up the dark side of me?
A bright
smile appeared on my face as my best friend walked towards me. There’s
something about him that makes me so attracted to him—I don’t know what it is
but I don’t mind.
What if
everything we’re seeing is just a dream? Or what if it just an illusion?
Would we be
able to know what to believe in?
Everything
started to become blurry. My best friend in front of me disappeared and
everything turned black. It was pitch black and I can’t see what’s going on but
I know that it’s something I would never wish to see. I can hear screams
everywhere and fear crept in to every part of my body.
Bright light
appeared. When my eyes adjusted, I was in a white room, all alone. I looked
around, I am alone. My eyes widened when I looked down on my hands—my bloody
hands, literally. Beside me was a knife covered with blood. Warm tears started
to stream down my cheeks. I looked up and once again, looked around the room. I
wasn’t alone anymore. Bodies were everywhere! No, not just bodies—they were my
family and my friends’. I stood up and ran towards the mirror at the end of the
white room. I looked at my own reflection—I was covered with blood, my family
and my friends’ blood. I killed them. No! It can’t be!
Along with my
terrified scream were my eyes fluttering open and my heart started to beat
faster. It was a dream. It was just a dream—a bad dream—a nightmare that will
never ever happen.
“Keane! Get ready! Come on! Faster! Grandma’s waiting for us!”
I prepared
quickly than usual with my hands trembling with fear. Thoughts didn’t flooded
my mind like usual—I was scared about my dream, my terrifying dream.
When I went
down to the kitchen, I yelped at the sight of the knife on the kitchen counter.
I remembered the knife beside me in my dream. I really have to forget all those
terrifying things I saw. Those weren’t true. Those were just part of a
nightmare that will never happen in reality.
“Keane, what happened to you?” my mom asked.
I shook my
head ‘no’ and headed to the living room. When everyone got prepared, we piled
in the van with my father driving. Music started to fill the atmosphere and I
stare outside the window, still bothered with the whole dream issue.
I was lost,
staring at the window and trying to block the thought of my dream but it’s
truly annoying that it can find its way back and even occupied my whole brain.
I closed my eyes and forced myself to forget that nightmare. Breathe in,
breathe out—and my eyes opened immediately when I heard my phone ringing.
I answered it
and the message that was said to me made me stare back at the window as tears
streamed down my face. I pressed my lips together and let the tears flow
continuously. Silence filled the whole van but was broken immediately.
“What’s the problem Keane?” my sister asked.
I shook my
head, not wanting to answer—not because I am afraid of the news, well partly,
yes but that’s not just it. If I open my mouth, I know that the answer won’t be
what they’ll hear but a scream of pain, anger, and sadness.
“Keane, tell us.” My sister said.
My blood
turned from warm to cold. My heart started to feel numb and my mask started to
melt—I am not a saint anymore. It’s time for everyone to see my dark side.
“William is dead!” I exclaimed through my clenched teeth.
Their
expressions were priceless. They know William and treated him like a relative
and to me, he is like a brother and now he’s gone.
I could
accept it if he died because he has some sort of deadly disease but being
killed, now that’s a whole new story.
“Let’s go back to the house!” I exclaimed.
Without
further arguments, my dad started driving back. He killed my best friend, I’ll
kill him too. Fair enough. I wiped the tears with my handkerchief.
When we
arrived home, I ran to my room and quickly dragged the duffel bag under my bed.
A grin spread across my lips upon seeing the weapons inside. I pulled my hair
back in a bun and exchanged my purple shirt to a black one—wouldn’t want
bloodstains to be too obvious.
I pulled the
duffel bag and hurried back to the van.
“East St. Now!” I exclaimed.
My sisters
and my mother looked at me like I am some stranger. I couldn’t blame them; I
have been acting so bizarre after that phone call.
I felt
like a machine programmed to do a certain command. When we arrived, I carried
the duffel bag and ran farther.
Mixed
emotions—that was what I was feeling. Anger because of what they have done.
Happy because I had a chance to be fair. Sad because it can’t erase the fact
that the person who can understand me perfectly is dead.
Right in
front me, stood a man in black coat and a pair of sunglasses covering his eyes.
“Afraid to show your evil eyes, Felix?” I asked with a grin.
He took it
off and grinned. The look on his face made me even madder. His face made me
want to kick him—that’s what I need.
I pulled out
a gun from the duffel bag and aimed at him.
“I didn’t expect that the news about William’s death will reach
you earlier. I was hoping for a week or a couple of days.” He said teasingly.
“You are the biggest idiot in town. Of course I’ll know that news
immediately. I am his best friend.” I said.
The gun
suddenly felt cold in my grip. I haven’t used a gun for ages and I hope that I
still can shoot perfectly or else I’m toast.
“So, what do you got there young lady?” he asked.
“A water gun or a laser gun? Typical kid toys.” He added up.
I smirked and
placed my index finger softly next to the trigger.
“It’s a real gun you dolt. Move closer and I swear, you’re dead.”
I said then smirked.
“You can’t really kill me, can you?” he asked then followed by a
chuckle.
I quickly
pulled my leather case full of throwing stars and I clipped it on my belt. I
grabbed one and threw it at him. Unfortunately, getting your arm scraped a
little won’t kill you.
“Is that all you got, sweetie?” he asked then pulled his trigger.
I got shot
perfectly on my left arm. How fortunate of me. I probably look like a complete
idiot, fighting with a guy who is older than me for about nineteen years.
I pulled
three throwing stars and threw it at him. It was the start of nice aims! The
first throwing star hit his right arm, the second hit his right leg and the
third one was the reason why his right ear was bleeding. I pressed the trigger
and shot his right arm again. Blood started to flow but it wasn’t too obvious
with that black coat he was wearing.
“Oh wait, it isn’t a toy.” I teased then grinned.
Killing him
slowly is better that killing him in a snap. I want him to feel pain.
“You can’t kill me.” He said.
“Oh yes I can!” I answered then pressed the trigger once again,
aiming at his heart.
“Ahh!” That was my scream.
I looked
around and I was sitting on the van. My sisters and mother looked at me
confusedly.
“Why am I here?” I exclaimed.
I noticed
that my shirt is purple once again and the duffel bag is nowhere near me. Had
they found out the craziness that flooded my mind and now they will send me to somewhere
far where I can’t hurt anyone?
“Where’s William?” I exclaimed.
The van’s
door was opened and a smiling William was right in front of me.
“B-But you’re supposed to be dead.” I said, tears forming at the
corner of my eyes.
“Keane, I know that you hate me but that’s too rude.” He said then
laughed.
My eyes can’t
believe what I saw. He was alive. I held his hand and it was warm and pretty
much alive.
We arrived at
grandma’s house already and it was all a dream—another dream that bothers me.
“Why do you think I was dead?” he asked.
“It was a dream, Will. It’s a stupid dream.” I said, trying to
sound calm.
I looked at
him and I knew deep inside that there’s something bothering him. The look on
his face explained it all.
“What is it?” I asked.
He looked at
me and those dark eyes stared at me like he was about to cry.
“The past few days, I had been receiving death threats and creepy
stuffs.” He said with a frown.
“W-What? Why didn’t you tell—“ before I could even finish asking,
blood flowed out of his lips and he fell on the ground face-first with a knife
stabbed on his back.
Along with my
scream were my eyes fluttering open and I found myself sitting inside the van.
I don’t know
what to believe in now. It became hard for me to know what’s real and what’s
not. Everything seems to be illusions and I can’t recognize what’s reality
anymore. Can I even separate illusions from reality? From all the pain and
brutality that I saw, I don’t know what else to believe. It became harder every
time I close my eyes and doze off.
Suddenly, I
fear a lot of things. Worst, I fear sleeping because it’s the key to open
another door of a cold and cruel world for me to face.
that's mind-bugging but still it's a great story.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. It's a little bit rushed up. Though, I am writing a second part of it.
Delete~angel is luv~
ReplyDeletewaaah! may second part pa! sana mapost agad! bitin nga eh.
laki lang ng mata ko habang binabasa 'to. nakakaintriga!
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