I Hate That I Love You : Chapter 23

I Hate That I Love You : Chapter 23 : BAP :">

Jene’s POV

Nandito ako ngayon sa dorm nang EXO. Nakaupo sa sofa, specifically? Nag-loloptop.

Hindi parin ako maka-get over kahapon -_- pano ba naman ako makaka-get over? Eh...BASTA!!! HINDI AKO MAKA-MOVE ON DUN KAY KRISTAL! I am serching the net now about her. Sino nga ba si Krystal? Ano ba siya sa industriya at isama mo pa ang role niya kay master ET.

“Krystal Mae Jung. F(x)’s maknae. 16. Bla bla bla bla bl—“nanlaki ang mata ko sa nabasa ko “humored to have a special relationship with EXO’s  Kylie Lance Fuentabella ar also known as Xi Lu Han”SABI NA TAMA ANG HINALA KO EH!!! May relasyon nga sila. Rae? kRistal mAE. Okay...gets.

“Jene mei~mei~”nagulat ako nang bigla akong tabihan nang isang makulit na panda. “oh, anong ginagawa mo? Sino y—“naisarado ko bigla yung loptop nung nakita kong tinitignan niya yung ginagawa ko.

“w-wala...do you need something?”

“wala naman po...pinapasabi lang ni Manager Hyung na may practice kami a day before we go to school. EXCITED NA AKO MEI~MEI~”he said innocently. Thank god at wala siyang nakita. I ruffled his hair

“I’ll take that down. Excited ka na? Dont be...magmimistulang horror house ang school nang araw na yun sa sobrang daming magsisigawan, maririndi ka panda”he wrapped his arms around my arms

“It’s okay...I know that my beloved mei~ mei~ will be by my side and keep me away from harm...right?”I just nooded and pinched his cheeks. This adorable panda~ after that umalis na siya...tinwag na ni Sehun eh. I’m glad those two are doing well.

Nung umalis si panda binuksan ko ulit yung loptop, then started again to reaserch about Krystal. I was about to ready something nung biglang magring yung phone ko. One new message...

From: Jas:”>

Jene, galit ka pa sakin? I’m sorry Jene...sorry sa lahat. I want to talk to you please. Sa condo mo...I’ll be wating...bestfriend

-JD

Si Jasper...siya yung nagmessage. I stood up then went to my room dito sa dorm. I opened my cabinet then took out a simple jewerly box. I opened the box then took out one of my treasured valuables.

First was a white gold necklace...bigay ni JD. Bigay niya sakin toh nung graduation namin nang grade six. Luma na toh...but i take good care of it...special kasi yung nagbigay ee.

Next is a bracelet....white gold din. Bigay niya sakin toh nung friendsarry namin. We’ve been friends since birth and every year sincelebrate namin ang friendsarry namin.

 Last was another whitegold...earrings. He gave this to me on an ordinary day January 26. Or maybe before ordinary day...pero ngayon, alam ko na bakit niya ako binigyan nito nung Jan 26. BAP’s Debut day, siguro hindi niya masabi sakin kaya ayan...he gave me this insted.

Pansin ninyo set? Oo, bubuo daw siya nang set...uunti-uuntiin niya daw. Hes one of a kind. Even if I want to stay mad at him? I cant...hes my bestfriend afterall.

Binalik ko lahat nang gamit sa cabinet, and niligpit ko yung loptop. JD is far more important than knowig who krystal really is.

Nagbihis ako then went out of the room...i saw Suho. “Suho, alis muna ako sandali ah? I have some errands to run. Okay lang ba?”

“sige, go on...ako na bahala sakanila...ingat ka Jene” he just smiled at me then waved goodbye. Pupuntahan ko si Daehyun/Jasper...hindi ko naman matitiis yun ee

Pagdating ko sa may pinto...inhale...exhale. Relax Jene...kakausapin mo lang naman si Jasper diba? I'm just gonna talk to Jasper...same old Jasper...

Same old nga ba? For all I know hes Jung Daehyun...pero sana...hes still my Jasper

Binuksan ko yung pinto...I heared a strumming. Lumapit pa alo. Nakita ko yung sala nang unit ko...decorated...may petals sa floor...he was sitting on a stool. "Jene...this is for you"

Now Playing : Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I was surprised...now I know kung bakit lead vocal siya

Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely incomplete

I'll take your invitation

You take all of me now...

hes voice was beautiful...he wouldnt be Jung Daehyun of not right?

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko kay Jasper...

There's nothing else to lose

There's nothing else to find

There's nothing in the world

That can change my mind

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

unang una, dahil hindi ko alam kung pano ako magsosorry...

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

Chasing after you....

pangalawa...hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sakanya, he confessed...mahal ako nang bestfriend ko, and the thing is...

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

I cant love him back because...I'm inlove with someone else.

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)

Hanging by a moment (here with you)

Hanging by a moment here with you

"Jene"tumakbo ako at niyakap ko siya. Feeling ko ang laki-laki nang kasalanan ko sakanya. I've been, childish, immature...selfish

"Jas, sorry...sorry for everything" naiiyak ako, kahit ano naman sigurong gawin niya hindi parin matatawaran yung samahan namin.

"shhhhh, its my fault anyway. I made you feel na hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan, my bad Jene not yours. I was also drunk that time...sorry, I even kissed you. Ayaw ko lang madamay ka sa gulo nang pagaartista, kaya hindi ko nasabi sayo. Ayoko rin na dumugin ka nang fans and media. All I want is for you to have a peaceful life Jene...pero ngayon? Its impossible"now i understad...everything. And the more I understand the more I feel guilty. Ang sama ko. Hes been doing everything for me pero minasama ko pa yun.

"Jene. Tanda mo yung sinabi ko sayo? yung kokompletuhin ko yung white gold collection?"I nooded "im planning to complete it...now. Close your eyes please" sinunod ko naman yung sinabi niya, I closed my eyes.

I felt him holding my hand. Anong ginagawa nito? I felt him putting something in one of my fingers...wait. I tried to open my eyes but his free had covered it before I could see.

"not yet, Jene" he held my hand and started to pull me somewhere.

"Jas...ano toh"tanong ko sakanya

"Eto dapat yung gagawin ko nng nagalit ka sakin"we stopped for a while.. He removed his hands. I looked around. I looked at my hand. Jasper...

"Jas...its...its beautiful" a ring. a white gold ring, may mga diamonds siya pero ang nakatawag nang pansin ko ay yung naka-form...K3U. ano yun? I looked at him "K3U? ano yun?"he smiled at my question...

"K3U? hulaan mo"i scratched my head...K3U? ISH~ ano ba kasi yun?

"bago pa dumugo ang utak mo sa kakaisip jan, lets eat"i looked at the table...simple, but its nice. Alam na alam talaga ni Jas ang gusto ko. Umupo kaming dalawa at nagsimulang kumain.

In the middle of our eating/kwentuhan may biglang humalgpak. Nagulat ako. Ang lakas eh. I think its coming from my room. Napakagat si Jasper nang labi niya "Jas...ano yun?"

"n-nothing...wag mo pansinin yun" he assured, pero dahil curious ako? I stood up to look for myself

"Jene...ISH! cant they wait a little longer?"

"they? they who Jasper? I'll go look for myself" naglakad ako papunta sa kwarto.

"JENE!" Jasper called. Pero hindi ko siya pinansin, na curious kasi ako kung sino yung tao sa kwarto ko.

Nung nasa tapat na ako nang kwarto ko, hahawakan ko na sana yung door knob pero hinawakan ni Jasper yung kamay ko "Jene...wala lang yun. Kumain na ulit tayo"sabi niya.

"Jas. May titignan lang ako"sabi ko tapos binuksan ko yung door

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Five boys playing around my room, i mean my old room nung dito pa ako nakatira sa condo ko. Yung tatlo nagwreresling sa kama ko. Yung isa naglalaro nang computer ko. Yung isa naman naglalaro nang teddy bear ko.  How in the world? sino sila?

Napasapo naman si Jasper sa ulo niya...wait are they? BAP?

"DAEHYUN HYUNG!!!"sabi nung lalakeng naglalaro nang Teddy Bear. "NOONA!!!"tumakbo yung lalake papunta sakin at niyakap ako. O________________O TEKA?!

"Zelo..."saway ni Jasper. Zelo? Zelo pangalan niya?

"HYUNG! shes exactly as pretty as you told us *O*"I blinked a few times. I never thought that someone can be as cute as Tao and Sehun. "Noona...ang daming kwento samin ni hyung tungkol sayo"he smiled...cute

"Zelo...salita ka nang salita jan, eh hindi ka pa nga niya kilala"sabi nung lalakeng naglalaro nang computer.

"AHY OO NGA PALA! Jene~noona, I'm Zelo...Zelo Choi. MAKNAE NANG BAP!!!!" he annouced. I cant help but smile at him, HES SOOOO CUTE!

"nice to meet you Zelo"

"HYUNGS! manners? hindi kayo magpapakilala?"PFFTT...okay. Maknae siya pero siya nagpapaganun sa mga hyungs niya? Well...he has some differences with my Panda and my Hunnie after all.

"Yongguk, Youngjae, Jongup HERE!" sabi nung tatlong nagrerestling sa kama ko. Nagkukulitan sila dun actually....childish. I wonder how Jasper looks pag-sinama siya sakanila

"Himchan"sabi nung nagcocomputer.

"DAEHYUN!!! ZELO!!!"sabi ni Zelo sabay talon sa likod ni Jasper. Well, I think babysitter si Jasper, hahahahahaha

"ZELO! baba, ano ba....URGH!"sabi ni Jasper

"NO I WONT HYUNG! YAH HORSEY!!!"sabi ni Zelo tapos may ginawa siyang nagustuhan ko

"pwhahahahaha, Zelo...tigilan mo...HAHAHAHAHAH"paborito ko ring gawin yun kay Jasper. Paginaasar ko siya...kinikiliti ko. "a-ahhh, pffttt...sinusubukan mo....HHAHAHAHA...ko Choi Jun Hong...eto sayo...YAHHHHHHH!!!HIMCHAN!!!"HAHAHAHAHA!!! tumayo si Himchan at tinulungan na kilitiin si Jas.

"SALI KAMII!!!" tumigil yung tatlo sa pagkukulitan at dinumog din si Jasper. Kakulitan nang isa...kakulitan nang lahat. BAP.

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