Monday, February 11, 2013

I Hate That I Love You : Chapter 21

I Hate That I Love You : Chapter 21 : A Bestfriend's Love

Jene’s POV


*tok.tok*


Nandito na kami sa condo ko. Kumatok ako sa unit ko at naghintay na buksan ang pinto. Im also preparing myself, sigurado akong titili ang kahit sino sa dalawang yun pagnakita nila kung sino ang mga kasama ko. Relax Jene...keri mo yan, sana nga lang hindi magfreak out ang EXO, i remember the first time we met...*giggles* i could still remember the first time i met these boys.



Nabukas ang pinto nang unit ko at imbis na tili ang sumalubong sakin...isang mahigpit na yakap. Oo, yakap...pero hindi mula kay Max o kay Les...galing kay Jasper. Anong ginagawa niya dito? “JENE!!!”



“Jas”i smiled at him, he gave me a bright smile in return



“I missed you, kala ko hindi ka na uuwi. Okay ka lang ba? Hindi ka ba pinahirapan nung mga y—“his sweet smile vanished at napatigil siya sa pagsasalita nung makita niya kung sino yung mga nasalikod ko. “jene...anong ginagawa nila dito?” tanong niya sakin, i looked at the boys at mukang nagulat din naman sila. Since Jasper is WAYYYYYYYYY too touchy with me


“uhm, I’ll explain later hmmkay? Tara sa loob?”sabi ko kay jasper, i dont like the aura all of a sudden “guys...tara”sabi ko sa EXO, they all obdiently followed inside 


Pumasok kami sa loob nang unit, Jasper interwined his had with mine...here we go again. Nakakahiya...lalo na kay Baekhyun >______________<


I tried removing my hands pero he held it thighter, and then shot me a look...PSH! possesive bestfriend. 



“Guys upo muna kayo jan, may aasikasuhin lang ako ha...feel at home”I said with a smile at the boys...saka ko hinila si Jasper sa kusina “JAS!!!”sabi ko tapos saka ko siya niyakap...hahahahaha, nahihiya akong umaktong ganito sa harapan nang EXO.    



“FINALLY! Kala ko nawala na yung Jene Adrienne na maha—kilala ko eh”sabi niya tapos niyakap din ako


“ang dami lang po kasing tao kanina kaya nakakahiya”


“TCH. Bakit mo pa kasi sinama”nagroll-eyes lang siya. Haahahahahaha, i missed his childishness


“bakit ba ang init nang ulo mo sa EXO?” oo nga naman...bakit nga ba? Hes always been at my side dati nung nagrarants ako about EXO


“kasi...nevermind. Anong ginagawa nila dito?”sabi niya na hindi parin natingin sa mata ko. Teka nga...may tinatago ba siya sakin?



“dito sila matutulog...”sabi ko, his eyes wided...yung masmalaki pa kay D.O yung mata niya 


“ANO!? P-pero Jene...dapat...AISSSSHHHH!”sabi niya tapos nag-walk out. HALA! Anyare dun?


[Jasper’s POV : NAKAKAINIS! IMBIS NA SOLO KO SI JENE NGAYONG GABI MAY MAKIKISAWSAW PA!Wala sila Maxine at Leslie...bukas pa nang umaga ang balik nila. Sinabihan nila ako na ngayon ang balik ni Jene at dito muna ako kasi baka hanapin sila ni Jene. BUSET! I’m planning to make dinner date for us tapos ganito...merong 12 na alien na mangugulo sa perpektong plano ko!And whats worse? Baka sabihin nila kay Jene kung sino talaga ako...i dont want that to happen. ]


Sinundan ko naman siya...he walked pass EXO tapos dumerecho sa kwarto ko, URGH! “guys wait lang ha, jan lang kayo”sabi ko sa EXO tapos sinundan si Jasper sa kwarto.



“Jas...uhy...”sabi ko pagpasok ko, kung kanina nakahiga lang siya, ngayon nagtalukbong siya nang kumot. Awwww, ang bata naman nito eh. “JASSIIIEEE!!!”sabi ko tapos kong umupo sa gilid nang kama at nagsimulang ugain ito “JD, kausapin mo naman ako oh...”


“bakit kailangan dito pa sila matulog?”


“kasi...Jasper. Bago nila akong P.A . They need to be close to me”tapos ko sabihin yun he shot out of bed, bakas ang gulat sa muka niya 


“PA?! CLOSE TO THEM?! DITO SILA TITIRA?!” 


“no Jas...I’m the one whos gonna live with them”


“ANO!? NASISIRAAN KA NA BA JENE ADRIENNE LEE!?! W-WHY DO YOU...ISH! BAHALA KA!”then again nagtalukbong siya nang kumot. Jasper...I knew it, ganito ang magiging reksyon niya...I’ve prepared for this


“Jasper...please understand”pasisimula ko “tamayo ka nga jan, face me Jas”then he obidiently followed, nakayuko lang siya. I held his cheeks tapos i lifted his head up “Japer Daniel Fajardo...ang pinaka-pinaka-pinaka-pinaka mamahal kong bestfriend”i could see his soft smile nung sinabi ko yun “why are you like that? May problema ba JD?”umiling lang siya “tell me...are you hiding something from me?”biglang napalunok si Jasper nung sabihin ko yun “JD...”



“Eh kasi naman dapat lalabas tayo ngayong gabi kasi wala si Max at Les tapos biglang may magiistorbo pala...hindi lang isa ha twelve pa sila”with that he pouted. I let out a little laugh then pinched his cheeks “sige tawa ka pa...”


“JD...relax. Tara na nga...I’ll cook dinner okay?” sabi ko tapos hinila-hila ko siya palabas. 


Lumabas kami nang kwarto, I saw the boys they were obideintly sitting down the couch...oh? problema nila “uhy! Ayus lang kayo?” tanong ko sakanila...they just nooded. “Jas, bili ka muna nang lulutuin please...”sabi ko, he plainly nooded before he went out. “talk”sabi ko tapos ko umupo sa harap nila


“bakit di mo sinabing may boyfriend ka pala?”si Xiumin yun, he said that whil pouting. Boyfriend? Sino si Jasper? 


“pppfffttt, ehem...hindi ko po boyfriend si Jasper”sabi ko, they all looked at me...oh? what’s with the stares? “oh bakit ganyan kayo makatingin?”



“may asawa ka na agad?!”si Lay yun....natawa naman ako sa sinabi niya. ASAWA?! Pppffftttt 


“hindi ko asawa si Jasper”I assured them, they all sighted in relief


"eh ano? live-in-partner?"


"hindi ko po live-in-partner si Jasper, bestfriend ko lang po siya...okie? bestfriend, kababata...get my point?"they all nooded



"hindi mo sinabing may bestfriend ka palang artista?"that time it was Luhan, artista? si jasper? artista si jasper? pano? wala naman siyang binabanggit sakin ah?



"artista? pano naging artista si Jasper?"napakamot ako sa ulo ko. Imposible naman, alam ko lahat nang tungkol kay JD at hindi niya forte ang pagaartista...



"kala ko ba bestfriend mo?" napatingin siya sa likod ko, he smirked. Tumayo si Luhan at he headed for the bathroom, bago siya makapunta sa banyo madaan niya muna si Jasper. Tumigil siya sa harap ni Jasper  "I guess someone's got some explaining to do" he made an evil grin tapos binangga niya yung balikat ni Jasper...what was that for? 


TEKA NGA NAGUGULUHAN AKO?!!! bakit ba lahat nalang inaaway nung master kong may saltik? saka...artista daw si Jasper? artista siya tapos sa bestfriend niya hindi niya man lang sinasabi? I looked at Jasper "Jene...I can explain"so that answers it all...hindi nagsisinungaling si Luhan at my trusted bestfriend has been lying all along? WOW! JUST WOW!


I stood up, he held my shoulders pero tinanggal ko lang yun "then you said you trusted me...yea right Jasper YEA RIGHT!" I went to my room... URGH! nakakasama lang nang loob...kala ko panaman pinagkakatiwalaan niya ako. Sino ba siyang artista? 


"Jasper Daniel Fajardo or also well known as Jung Daehyun"nagulat ako. Si Luhan nandito siya sa kwarto ko? ANONG GINAGAWA NIYA DITO!? "ssshhhh, bago ka magsalita...I'm going to tell you some fact about your so called bestfriend, okay? alam ko yun ang natatanging tanong sa isip mo ngayon bukod sa nagatataka ka kung bakit ako nandito sa kwarto mo. Tama ba?" and then again he read my mind...CURSE YOU AND YOUR STUPID MIND READING KYLIE LANCE FUENTABELLA -________- Umupo siya sa tabi ko "as I was saying...Jasper Daniel Fajardo also known as Jung Daehyun. Sixteen. BAP member"



"BAP?"



"yep...BAP. Parang EXO, boy-group din sila na kinababaliwan nang fans...BAP also known as Best Absolute Perfect. TS ENT. 6 members. Your ever-loving bestfriend is one of them. Hes a lead vocal you know?" HUH?! LEAD VOCAL?! KAHIT KELAN SA TANANG BUHAY KO HINDI KO PA NARIRINIG NA KUMANTA SI JD NANG NASA-TONO...LAGING SITUNADO AT NGAYON MALALAMAN KO NALANG LEAD VOCAL?! ARE THEY EFFIN KIDDING ME?! HE'S GOT ALOOOOT OF EXPLAINING TO DO "hindi mo rin alam na marunong kumanta nang maayos ang bestfriend mo noh? i pity you Adrienne...naturingang bestfriend eh. Their fans are called BABIES. And right at this moment sila ang katapat nang EXO. Yun lang."



"why are you doing this Luhan? bakit mo sinasabi sakin lahat nang to?"tinignan ko siya, he looked at me too. Eye contact...his baby eyes looking at me. Cant deny na baby faced at mukang anghel talaga ang isang toh. 


"simple...kasi slave kita Adrienne. And besides, you deserve to know"sabi niya tapos lumabas na siya nang kwarto ko. anong connect nang pagiging slave ko sa pagsasabi niya sakin nun?


Luhan's POV


FLASHBACK


as I was saying...yung plan namin is simple all you have to do is...make Jene fall” Nagulat ako sa sinabi nilang yon. ANO?! I want to make her life hell and to do that is to make her fall? ho--"hyung...you will benifit 3 things on this. Una ang sarili mo, pangalawa ang EXO at pangatlo si Baekhyun hyung" huh?


"baekhyun?"


"since MALAKI ang posibilidad na maging si Baekhyun hyung at Jene noona, that will effect EXO and that will also ruin hyung's reputation and focus on work...baka maging demanding si Jene"


"how can you say na malaki ang posibilidad?" I asked...


"the feeling is mutual hyung. Si Jene noona ay patay na patay kay hyung while Baekhyun hyung is also liking noona. so mga 15% pa ay magiging sila na"sabi ni Tao. so the feeling is mutual? may gusto si Baekhyun sa slave KO?


"so youll benifit Baekhyun hyung...kasi hindi na siya mawawalan nang focus sa work and maisasalba ang reputation niya. You'll benifit EXO kasi maliligtas din ang image natin...pwedeng makasira si Jene noona sa image nang EXO havent you thought of that hyung?"sabi ni Sehun, matatalino naman pala sila though


"and how will it benifit me?"I asked in a more challenging tone. 


"The best way to break a girl is through her heart...your going to break her heart hyung. Make her fall, make her love you, make her yearn for you, make her give up everything for you, make her do anything for you, make her say 'yes'.  Then after that? slowly break her foolish heart, make her feel the pain slowly killing her feelings inside, make her suffer and make her face the consequences of loving Kylie Lance Fuentabella" I never though Tao's innocent little mind could think of this stuff. Hes too innocent...THEY ARE too innocent. But...they have a point though. 



"I'll think about it...thanks" sabi ko. ang pinagtataka ko ay...kala ko ba parehas nilang gusto si Jene? they why are they helping me bring her down? they're supposed to be the first persons to dis-approve this.



END OF FLASHBACK



I thought for a plan tonight...a little plan *smirks* 


Pagbalik ko sa sala...I saw EXO. Feeling at home. Sila Tao at Sehun nagsusulat nang i-dont-care-what-it-is. Sila Chen Lay Chanyeol DO at Xiumin . Kai, Kris at Suho...nanood nang TV. Si Baekhyun...ayun busy...tinitignan yung mga pictures ni Jene sa may shelve, perhaps the maknaes are right...the feeling IS mutual. 


As expected, hindi makikihalubilo sa EXO and isang BAP na yun. 


Lumabas ako saglit para bumili nang beer, just a few cans for a few parts of my plan. Tapos ko bumili  bumalik ako sa condo started to walk to where I think Daehyun was. 


I opened the door. *evil grins* My toughts never fail me. I closed the door then went to the terrace where Daehyun was "hey" he looked at me then sinugod niya ako. I was expecting this. Kwinelyohan niya ako "easy, I mean no harm Daehyun"sabi ko tapos binitawan niya ako


"what do you want?"I want to ruin your bestfriend's life thats all


"I just wanna talk to you Jasper Daniel. Here"inabot ko sakanya yung beer at kinuha niya naman yun "look, I told her about you" he glared at me, tinaas ko lang yung dalawang kamay ko as a sign of defeat "malay ko ba na hindi ka pala honest sa bestfriend mo?"he took a sip of his beer before he answered


"honest ako sa mahal ko"oowwww, so hes one of those who are blinded by Adrienne? ano bang nakita nila kay Adrienne at parang sobrang hulog sila sakanya "its just that... ayaw ko lang na madamay siya sa gulo. Ayukong dumugin din siya nang media. Ayokong kuyugin siya nang mga fans"awwwww, how touching...muntik na ako mapaiyak...pang MMK kasi eh *roll eyes*


"ow, so you like Adrienne?"he plainly nooded before opening his 3rd can...go on Jung Daehyun, drown yourself let me use you for my plans "did you know she likes someone else?" napatingin siya sakin


"she likes Baekhyun...did you know?" his eyes got bigger. but, I can sense na lasing na siya. Yung malakas ang binili ko. Kung hindi ba naman kasi nagiisip tong si Daehyun, hindi niya manlang napansin na hindi ako umiinom? pathetic.



"she likes Baekhyun and she already lost her precious first kiss"  Napatayo siya. Ako rin tumayo. I headed for the door while he stood frozen. Hinawakan ko yung door knob "I repeat Jung Daehyun, she likes Baekhyun and she already had her first kiss. And please...dont blame Baekhyun. Ako ang kumuha nang first kiss ni Jene Adrienne Lee"after I said that I went out. Now I have to wait for a little while. 


Jene's POV

Nandito parin ako sa kwarto ko, I dont wanna go out. natatakot akong makita si JD

"Luhan...he ruined everything"napatingin ako sa pintuan. Jasper...or will I call him Daehyun now? whatever... tumayo ako and started to walk to the door pero hinila niya ako. Niyakap niya ako...pero iba yung yakap niya...puno nang galit. Siya pa yung galit? I tried avoiding his hug.


"J-jasper....ano ba?"sang higpit nang yakap niya sakin


"you promised na sa asawa mo lang ibibigay yung first kiss mo pero akong ginawa mo? you broke your promise"hinawakan niya yung dalawang braso ko and he shook me...umiiyak siya, my bestfriend is crying at ako ang dahilan nun? "dont you understand Jene? hindi mo ba nararamdaman? is my actions not enough for you to know na mahal kita? mahal kita Jene Adrienne Lee, hindi lang bilang bestfriend kungdi mas higit pa doon"he shook me harder, naiyak na rin ako...feeling ko pagtinaggal niya yung kamay niya magkakapasa ito sa sobrang higpit nang hawak niya sakin. "cant you feel it Jene? mahal kita...ill do everything let you know how I love you" with that he kissed me, nagulat ako. First time ganito si Jasper sakin. Galit na galit siya...siya pa yung may ganang magalit? eh siya nga yung walang tiwala sakin? Nagpumiglas ako...



Nung makabitaw ako, I dont know kung bakit pero bigla ko siyang nasampal. I didnt expect na masasampal ko siya. Naiyak na rin ako..."show me you love me? how? by doing that? you didnt show me how much you love me by doing that Jasper, you showed me how selfish you are. Napatunayan ko ngayon...wala ka nang tiwala sakin. Bukod sa hindi mo sinabi sakin na ikaw si Jung Daehyun ay hindi mo manlang ako hinayaang magpaliwanag? ngayon? sabihin mo kung sinong mas-dapat magalit sating Jas? or shall I call you Daehyun now? *laughs bitterly* kung wala ka lang din tiwala sakin JD? masmabuting hindi mo na ako maging kaibigan" as much as I hate to do this... "get out, bago pa ako may masabing di kanais-nais sayo"with that lumabas siya nang kwarto ko. I never thought na ganito ang magyayari ngayong gabi...I never thought that I'll lose my bestfriend tonight



Napaupo ako, I hugged my legs then cried on it. Good thing hindi nangungulit ang EXO. I never wanted to end our friendship...its just that. I'm sorry Jas. "pwede naman na sabihin mo na kailangan mo nang kayakap hindi pati yang paa mo pinagdidiskitahan mo" I looked up...look whose here. The devil. 


"shut up master"bumalik ako sa pagiyak.


"OY! sabing wag yang paa mo yakapin mo, ako naawa sa paa mo eh. malaki ang pakinabang niyan sakin noh."tumabi siya sakin. Hinawakan niya yung muka ko then wiped away my tears. "hug me insted" napatingin ako sakanya...h-hug? h-him? i-insted? "narinig mo ko...do I have to repeat myself twice? and remember...its not an option Adrienne, its an order"hes voice full of authority I trowed my self to him "n-now cry..."and I was done as I was told...I hugged my mortal enemy.



I also never thought...that my mortal enemy who i hate very much will be the one beside me and comforting me tonight 



[Luhan's POV: *smirks* FIRST STEP ACCOMPLISHED! hindi ko pa alam kung sasang-ayon ako sa plano nang mga maknaes pero I think I'm enjoying this...I'm getting more interested.]



4 comments:

  1. grabe! umamin n c jasper!

    at ito nmng c luhan, take advantage agad?? if i know, gus2 n rin tlga niang mainlove skanya c jene nde lang dhil s usapan nila ehh... umayos k luhan ha!

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  2. Luhan is making Jene fall for him but same goes to him! Aamin din yan, tiwala lang. :))

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  3. Sa totooo lang sa tuwing makikita ko ung cover nito kinkilig ako..hahaha... Si Luhan nmn kase..pinapakilig akooooooooooooooooooooooo..soon! magpapakareader ako! hahahha

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  4. nkA-1st stEp n c LUhAn kEi jEne,,, naKu,,,

    at wAwA c jAsper noH,,, hAnap n LnG xah ng ibA,,,

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